Suddenly, I find that English is a better language to express feeling, even though this is my second langauge.

I feel comfortable using it for this purpose (but of course not to all encounters). When I talked to mom in Cantonese, I failed to contruct a sentence in Chinese and really had to use some English words. Unfortunately, she couldn't understand and I had to stop and think and search for the words. At the end, it seems the message, or the feeling was not transmited probably, and something was missing.

Hope I will be more comfortable using English in more encounters. I know my English is not native though, haha.